My mood suits the weather

I was woken with a shock this morning when Missy came into our room to get dressed for school. Only then did I realise that my cell phone alarm clock decided to switch itself off at 3 am. How inconsiderate if it. Hmph... And the weather was crappy. All grey and cloudy.

Good morning world.

I saw a work colleague (and close friend) today to ask advice regarding applying for voluntarily disability. Ever since my condition has deteriorated its been playing over in my mind more and more. But now it's got to a point where I can't put it off anymore. So... My buddy gave me lots of advice. All of which was good... And so... I'm seeing the doc on Friday. Yes. Yet another doctor. The down side of the discussion was it left me rather emotional. And I don't like getting emotional at work. Wait. Let me rephrase that. I don't like getting teary emotional. Venting & tempers comes with the territory of being me.

So when I got back to the office my mood reflected the gloomy sky. Rather grey & depressing. So I went shopping. And it was for overalls. How desperate must 1 get to feel better? But it worked. Hahaha

As for my pain. Pretty moderate so nothing out of the ordinary.